First of all, my pretty face.
Everyone has two sides. Call it light and dark, good and bad, yin and yang, it really doesn’t matter. This is a fact and noone can deny.
As I lived my life, I have always tried to show only my “good” side, and it broght me several and harmful consequences. It got to a point where I couldn’t live with myself, I got into deep depression, tried to kill myself and finally started going to therapy. It’s not easy or simple to recovery from such things, but I’m trying.
My life has come to a point where the relationships that I already built are not based on lies, but on half-truths. Most of the people close to me know only my good side and I don’t feel like I’m ready yet to let my other side show. So this is it. My other blog is visited by some of these people, and although they don’t completely know me, I don’t feel like risking my relationships with them, since they are very special and dear to me.
So, from now on, whenever I have something that my “bad” side would like to tell everyone, it’ll be posted here. No more half-truths. Just the pure darkness that comes from within.